St. Felicity Watches St. Perpetua’s Executioner
Bryce Emley
–after The Martyrdom of Perpetua (watercolor, unattributed)
She folds herself like a prayer
and he hesitates,
as if counting the knuckles of her vertebrae
were the task at hand,
as if he might bow to touch her cheek,
kiss her brow, whisper into her hair.
His weapon readied at his hip,
quivering in his hand—
he could almost be alone with her,
and I could be a stranger passing, paused
to see through a window a dimly lit room
where a wife braces before the coarseness of her man.
Struck, she buckles then rises,
presses the tip where her neck sings open.
What, I wonder, does the blade belong to:
the hand or the wound?
He looks as if he has no answer for this,
but is asking.
He looks as if he wants to belong to a god
naïve enough to forgive.