Memento Mori
Chelsea Dingman
I am what you will wear forever.
I walk carefully, so as not to jostle you inside me.
It is early. I came to this open field to have words
with the sky. A chapel of bones, my body is
the house you will forget how to breathe in.
I’ve already been warned, the doctors talking
about syndromes & chromosomes. Remember
everything will die. What reminder will you leave me
with? This sad architecture of bone & bristle
& sack cloth. This vanitas. On your walls,
I hired a woman to paint a forest. The ceiling, a night
sky. I wanted to give you the world. What mother has ever
been more holy? Rain is coming & coming
in the distance. Let us refrain from sinning. Tell me, again,
about the woman who threw her daughter
from the Skyway Bridge, I want to ask. The body,
almost all water. Does it hurt to drown?
There is something exotic about housing an idea.
At the end of this longing, there will be almost
three hundred days I can’t account for.
I mean: you are the absence of landscape.
I mean: in case of fire, I’d save you first.