The Man Approached by Dead Lovers
David Bergman
The dead he once made love to
often return to check on him,
and to show off how they’ve grown
no older or weaker than when they last
had sex. He, of course, suffers
mortality’s predictable losses
that they’re far too polite to mention.
Instead they smile and wink
and lay bare parts of their flesh
to prove they remain as desirable as ever.
They seem glad to be out of the underworld,
and able to show off to the living
what they preserved out of sight,
in the timeless vault of the imagination.
In the garret of his mind he finds
the color-field painter stretching his skin
like raw canvas across his sturdy frame,
and in the kitchen the waiter whose succulent
lips pucker like a guppy’s in a fishbowl.
In the bathroom waits the hairdresser
whose chest is as thick as an old-growth
forest, clicking his scissors like castanets
as he dances on the tiled floor.
But the dead, though gorgeous,
are not interested in seduction.
They might unbutton their shirts
down to their navels, but they never
take them off. Nudity is reserved for life
and not for these post-mortal encounters.
The dead who contact him are always
men he met during the day, his afternoon delights,
as if the sun burnt their images on his brain.
He picked up a few in the early morning,
after a fruitless night of lust.
But he met most of them in late afternoon,
when work was officially over and dinner plans
yet-to-be-made, when he could saunter
free from care and open to possibility
for others like himself, filled with desire,
men taking the air and unafraid of taking all of it.