Stevie Edwards
But Nothing’s Fair after Love

Stevie Edwards - But Nothing’s Fair after Love

Poetry
Stevie Edwards is a poet, editor, and educator. She is Editor-in-Chief at Muzzle Magazine and Acquisitions Editor at YesYes Books. Her first book, Good Grief (Write Bloody, 2012), received two… Read more »
Katie Knoll
Louise Bourgeois to Her Husband, on Love and Her Father’s Mistress

Katie Knoll - Louise Bourgeois to Her Husband, on Love and Her Father’s Mistress

Poetry
Katie Knoll is currently a MA student of fiction at the University of Cincinnati. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in Narrative, Nimrod, and Rattle, among others. Her poetry and prose have been… Read more »
Cal Freeman
Our Father, the Lost Geometer

Cal Freeman - Our Father, the Lost Geometer

Poetry
Cal Freeman was born and raised in Detroit. His poems have appeared in many journals including The Journal, Commonweal, Berfrois, Birmingham Poetry Review, RHINO, and The Drunken Boat. His first… Read more »
Adam Clay
Performance Art

Adam Clay - Performance Art

Poetry
Adam Clay is the author of A Hotel Lobby at the Edge of the World (Milkweed Editions, 2012) and The Wash (Parlor Press, 2006). A third book of poems, Stranger, is forthcoming from Milkweed Editions.… Read more »
Megan Grumbling
Persephone’s Blues Song

Megan Grumbling - Persephone’s Blues Song

Poetry
Megan Grumbling’s Vassar Miller Prize-winning poetry collection, Booker’s Point, is forthcoming from the University of Texas Press in spring of 2016. Her work has appeared in Poetry, The Iowa… Read more »
Stephanie Ellis Schlaifer
Piedmont

Stephanie Ellis Schlaifer - Piedmont

Poetry
Originally from Atlanta, Georgia, Stephanie Ellis Schlaifer is a poet and installation artist in St. Louis. She has an MFA in poetry from the Iowa Writers' Workshop, and her poems have appeared in… Read more »
Marlys West
Regret and Other Bodies

Marlys West - Regret and Other Bodies

Poetry
Marlys West is an award-winning writer living in Los Angeles. She has been published in journals and anthologies including American Poetry Review, Best American Poetry, Burnside Review, Duende, Fence,… Read more »
John Sibley Williams
The House Winter Built

John Sibley Williams - The House Winter Built

Poetry
John Sibley Williams is the author of eight collections, most recently Controlled Hallucinations, and the editor of two Northwest poetry anthologies. A five-time Pushcart nominee, John serves as… Read more »

Regret and Other Bodies

Marlys West

The electrocardiogram showed of one of the heart valves,
I don’t know
which one and this is the longest set up for one tiny image
to the point where I have to question why I bring it up,
only let me be clear it’s to point out my own loneliness
and face wet with tears,
which has nothing to do with the valve waving
itself like
a white branch. Each heart contraction starts with a little
tree perfectly still then fluttering madly.
A cartoon of a twig waving hard over blood then nothing.

Perfect, said the doctor. How do I look at my daughter when
she wants to go home and play without me? I look at her
with a face full of love and distraction. Is my phone ringing?

Everything I am now trying to play standard isn’t working
but this is false, I already went over it with a dear friend

who says the time to question your life is never
seven days after someone looks at you and says he can’t,
he just can’t, it’s
all so tiring. It’s so bad his hair is falling out. Meaning me.
Meaning him. Meaning I ignored the signs
even as I dragged
my feet on other important things as all humans do.

Who gave us consciousness?
Enough of this, I have to shower and go to work and put
my children in the care of the nanny who is young and full
of promise. That ship has sailed, we said.
There are some opportunities
that never come again but are we not inhaling
the air as I write and you read? Are we not alive and able

to lift our heads even slightly? Where is hope, that sharp
fork that puts the sugar over everything like rain wets
earth telling every weed’s seed and grass root to come up
because now all drought will be forgotten, never again
the long summers without someone watering and watering

but we know this isn’t true. And yet we go on sprouting
and cutting our hair and wondering if this goes with that
does it go?
if the countertops should be granite or poured cement or if
tile is what we should be thinking, every new place in town
using the longer white tiles for now but you know it will wash

up on the beach in ten years, chips smooth and round as
teeth; the children picking them up and asking their mother
if they can keep it. She says put them in your pocket
and stop collecting everything, she says
there is sand in your hair
and everywhere;
lunch is gritty that took me an hour to pack up
and where is your father and why
am I picking apart every second and when she stands up

to dip her own body in the water every harsh word is nearly
forgotten because she is up, the mother, heading
for the breaking edge of the white water.

A miracle then, her body, and how she doesn’t care
about the spit and spray,
cuts through all that pounding water with her arms and legs
she who brought us forth with equal parts love and shouting.
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