Caroline Barnes
A Story

Caroline Barnes - A Story

Poetry
Caroline Barnes is a writer and editor in Silver Spring, Maryland. She is especially interested in reading and writing poems that explore the ways humans and animals intersect. Caroline has published… Read more »
Noreen Ocampo
Another Poem About Cut Fruit

Noreen Ocampo - Another Poem About Cut Fruit

Poetry
Noreen Ocampo is a Filipino American writer and poet from metro Atlanta. She is the author of the chapbooks Not Flowers (Variant Literature, 2022) and There Are No Filipinos in Mississippi (Porkbelly… Read more »
Nina Colette Peláez
Aureole

Nina Colette Peláez - Aureole

Poetry
Nina Colette Peláez is a poet, artist, educator, and cultural producer based in Maui, Hawaii. An adoptee born in Las Vegas and raised in Brooklyn, she holds an MFA from Bennington College and is… Read more »
Genevieve Payne
In Amsterdam

Genevieve Payne - In Amsterdam

Poetry
Genevieve Payne received her MFA from Syracuse University where she was awarded the Leonard Brown Prize in poetry. Her recent work has appeared or is forthcoming in The End, Bennington Review,… Read more »
Kaecey McCormick
Two Weeks after My Daughter Arrives Home from a Residential Treatment Center for Girls

Kaecey McCormick - Two Weeks after My Daughter Arrives Home from a Residential Treatment Center for Girls

Poetry
Originally from New England and after two decades in Maryland, Kaecey McCormick now writes poetry and fiction in the San Francisco Bay Area. She is the winner of the 2023 Connecticut Poetry Prize,… Read more »

Two Weeks after My Daughter Arrives Home from a Residential Treatment Center for Girls

Kaecey McCormick

I bring my daughter’s body with me to visit my sister’s stone. My daughter died, not for the first time, a month before. We flew her body an hour south to a suburb outside Los Angeles where it stayed for four weeks before they shipped her body back to us. When we picked her body up at the airport, she wouldn’t tell us what they did to it. I hate to bring people with me to the cemetery and I can’t stand to go alone. My daughter’s body is a kind of in-between, and it fits beside me in the black box I drive to the grave. On the way there, I complain about the distance between our house and my sister’s permanent address. Stops along the way. Inevitable detours. One-way streets. It’s taking so very long to reach her, I say. My daughter’s eyes stare at the lines in the road. When we arrive, there is a family crowded around one of my sister’s neighbors. A woman kneeling on dirt the next row over. A boy with a man who could be his father or someone else comforting each other across the way. The living have left toys and jewelry and newspaper clippings and pumpkins and pieces of fruit. Everywhere flowers. The smell of ash in the air. Your aunt’s birthday month is always busy, I say as I pull my daughter’s body from the car. November. All Souls. The month of remembrance. As if we could forget. My daughter’s shadow stops at the first grave we cross. It stays there. Her body follows as I make my way to my sister. At first, I try not to step on the dead, but soon I no longer hear their bones crunching beneath our feet. My sister waits where my parents left her, shivering in the endless shadow of the split oak next to her bed. Her ribs rattle and shake in time with its leggy branches. I didn’t bring flowers, I tell my sister. I brought my daughter instead. They’ve never met. This is my sister, I tell my daughter’s body after an awkward pause. Her body sways a little in the breeze, and I pretend the movement is a nod. In the distance, my daughter’s shadow rises and lengthens to slide across stones. It reaches my daughter’s feet where it winds around her body like a cat. The shadow, my daughter’s body, and I stare in silence at my sister. Her stone stares back. When the sun starts to slip beneath the hill, my sister whispers to the split oak. I can’t understand the words, but I recognize the tone. I turn to my daughter’s body. It’s time for us to go.

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